Dec 29, 2006 19:09
Isaac IMed me last night. He was randomly going on about how I need to open up and take chances and live and stuff like that. He tells me that's the reasons why I'm so alone and it's never going to change unless I change. It's sort of true. But I don't know what kind of chances to take. It's not like I'm confronted with chances to take that'll change my life, every day. I really don't understand him.. but maybe that's why I like him so much. :\
I'm not sure WHAT I'm going to do different this year, but what I really hope is that I'm not so miserable all the time. I like to go out and laugh and have fun and things like that.. so I'm going to make an effort to get out more.
I know I say this like, every time I'm all blah, but for reaalll. I gotta do something different. asdfghjkl I've gotta meet new people. I gotta get some kind of hobby. I have to get my license. I have to go out and do random things. Ugh. For reallll. Something's gotta change.
Maryann is coming over tonight.
I think I'm going to clean my room up.
& maybe Denny's won't be closed tonight!