birthday
So my birthday is coming up in one month and four days. I'm pretty excited about being 18, I guess, and I'm really hoping I'll have a good time. I'm just worried that my birthday won't turn out good. I haven't had a good birthday in so long. Not since I moved to California. So I'm hoping this one will be good, because it's my 18th and I'd just really like to be happy. I hope I can get enough money to get a Cannabis Card, but I lost a little over half of what I had saved (don't ask) and now I have to sell a bunch of edibles if I wanna make the money, and it's sure to be a fuckin pain in the ass. I'm still stressed/ annoyed about that. I really wanna get it on the day of my 18th birthday. And then go to the club and buy an eigth of some hella good weed. But that's pretty unlikely, I need $235 for all that and I have no idea how I'm gonna pull that off. I'm not really excited about my birthday like I was before. Now I'm worried.
In other news, I tried to brush my hair for the first time in at least two weeks or so. It was horribly frustrating. I started yelling in the shower, and now that I think of it that's kind of weird. So I've decided to give up on brushing my hair. It will just stay in a ponytail until I decide to put it in dreadlocks or shave it off. Fuck my hair.
I'm going to bead making soon which should be fun, but I don't even know because I'm in such in awful mood. As much as I love glass and torchworking, I don't know if I'm up for it. Four hours... it's going to be hard today.
In other news, I tried to brush my hair for the first time in at least two weeks or so. It was horribly frustrating. I started yelling in the shower, and now that I think of it that's kind of weird. So I've decided to give up on brushing my hair. It will just stay in a ponytail until I decide to put it in dreadlocks or shave it off. Fuck my hair.
I'm going to bead making soon which should be fun, but I don't even know because I'm in such in awful mood. As much as I love glass and torchworking, I don't know if I'm up for it. Four hours... it's going to be hard today.