Jan 20, 2005 18:06
okay. it's thursday after school and after eating and after looking at
adorable puppies and i honestly don't feel in any better condition
(sick wise). like, my nose is actually worse, and i'm coughing more
now.
AND. i found out...teej's BOTB
is next friday which happens to be right-smack-dab-in-the-middle-of
Chelsea's Sweet 16 party. and there's no way in hell i'm about to miss
that.
here's some lyrics that reminded me of someone that made me almost snort out snot today in history:
"A long time ago, we used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again, a greeting I send to you,
Short and sweet to the soul is all I intend.
Come on now, honey,
Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.
Just remember me when you're good to go
Come on now, sugar,
Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.
Just remember me when.
It's something I said, or someone I know.
Or you called me up, maybe I wasn't home.
Now everybody needs some time,
And everybody knows
The rest of it's fine
And everybody knows that."
haha..Corinne...guess who? =) ^ "we used to be friends", the dandy warhols. heck yes, man.
thinking of all of the absolute TURDS that i have rid myself of in this
past year really does make me happy. if i think about it anymore its
not just the fact that they are no longer speaking to me. it's that i
could tell them that i didn't want to talk to them anymore. that's what
i call will power.
okay, now these lyrics are pretty simple. i'm just tired of a situation
where you tell someone that you've moved on (way after they have, mind
you) and then they still crawl to you for your attention and say that
"you've changed". DUH. i don't like you anymore. man, i need closure.
"You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk
The less I can say, oh
I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, just walk away.
I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me
I'm all alone
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today.
I wanna love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave!
If you don't have the answer,
Walk away."
^ kelly clarkson, "walk away"
ah. i feel better. not physically, but mentally. that's all someone needs, right?
hey, teej, if you read this...i'm really sorry i can't come. i'll still make a kick-ass t-shirt tho. :) just for my buddy.
<333 aubree paige