I almost never post

[brocklynn]

So I am working on going back to college, Im starting there cause I feel it effects the rest. Foremost I am taking alot of days off this coming week, gonna go home talk to my parents. The college I am most interested in is in AZ, yeah i know its eating everybody. If this plan falls apart Im gonna stick round here and try to sell my art. If it goes though ill be an animator, or a game designer. One reason I am thinking this way is I know the people around me less and less. Come the end of next semester Ill hardly know anyone around here. Also there is the problem of I simply doesn't seem to be making this work, my apartments too expensive, my money it too tight and I cant even buy an anime without going without food for a day. Either way, I also have noticed alot of drama around here, My moms in need of two surgeries, two couples broke up... all of whom are close friends, another friend is dealing with a death yet to come in her family, and my parents haven't resolved the divorce thing, they are living together again, but don't talk. A silver lining though I do have a chance to resolve some of my dept, aka my grandfather has said he might pay off my loans, I dont know how many etc, but any little bit helps. On top of this my job sucks, actually its the fact that i suck at my job. Please also keep an eye on my deviant, I have a new free scanner and hope to have it going soon. Thats it from here, have fun and dont think disturbing thoughts like me.

P.S. I had a thought so disturbing I couldn't voice it to people = P