Need to rule the world
so im in a good mood, despite being home with moronic dogs. Im watching a show on leonardo de Vinci. Damn i need to be more like him. Maybe ill get him biography and try and modle some stuff after him. I want to make something of my life, i really want to either become something that is truely special to the world or something that causes a mark in the pages of history. Maybe i should look into engeenering? Also i need to go and get my finacial stuff in order. Personally it would be easier to be a visionary if the world wasnt as needlessly complex as it is. with the exchange of money ideas and the needless steps that are added into simnple tasks like banking its almost worthless to think of different ways to look at it. I guess the best way to look at the world is a spider web, everyone is living on there own thread toiling for some reason they fail to see other then the dirrect goals waved infront of them like money and health. So im working alot, S*CKS! This week i got 38 hours and was told I 'work slowly' its not that I couldntr go quicker its just i never have the energy. So everyone else is probably gaming and having fun, I might go back to college, it simply would allow me more talents to use. I need a job were I can use my mind and other skills more. So im also talking to alex and i've told him my latest idea that 'all dignity is an illusion', because even the greatest of mankind is still human. Humanity is the olny creature to beleive that life has a certiant protection from acting stupid. No matter how noble or upright a being is its still going to fail at certiant things probablility is the only real factor that rules over our final out comes. So heres the question how do I end this rant, as if my journal is anything other then rants. So umm.... how to end this... ummm .... RESPOND TO THIS IF YOU READ IT DAMN YOU!!! (shakes fist with spite, and ends it here)