All that was cherished is gone
So, I had this wonderful thing going and I never felt I made sure they knew how much I appreciated them. Then there is a misunderstanding and a pointless argument and something happened that was totally not intended and totally against everything I believe and now I don't think I will ever be forgiven for that. She is going through a rough time and I felt I wasn't there for her like I should have been and then there was this big mistake and now she is alone when she needs comforting the most. I want to be there for her but she needs to regain my trust first and I don't know how to do that. Something like this always seems to happen after a while between us. Things get kinda stale and we go apart and one or the other ends up begging for the other to come back. Now its my turn be forgiven and have trust regained. Please forgive me, you can trust me. Deep down you know you can and you know that what happened was something that will not happen again. If not, it was a wonderful almost two years and I will miss you and cherish you forever. Best of luck and may you accomplish all your goals.