A new beginning
Well, its summer and its been a long while since Ive posted anything here. I am once again single due to some interesting circumstances but in the end I believe she is doing the right thing even though she is hurting me now. There was always this what if component to our relationship, what if she likes him (her ex) more than me and leaves me for him. I kind of had a feeling it would happen sooner or later and am glad we could talk about it and agree it is whats best, even if it does hurt so much. I just didn't want anything really serious with that what if hanging in the back of my mind so I am glad she is doing this. If she ends up with him and things work out, good for her, I'm happy she finally found someone she could stay with for more than 3 months without having doubts. If not, well see, but for now she is a great friend who I have a lot in common with and hopefully nothing stupid or silly will come between us because of our past. At the same time, I think i am finally ready to move on, after about 5 months of being in love with her and then another 6 or 7 dating and wondering if she felt the same for me as I did for her. The last couple months were really not involved, we might as well have been roommates, just spending time together and hanging out so there weren't and major emotional attachments to sever this time around. I don't want to jump right into anything serious, but I definitely want to see what's out there and have some fun this summer and maybe find someone.
Speaking of being summer, that means summer school 4 days a week the first session and maybe a job the second one. I will definitely be wanting to go out during the summer. If you are around, let me know and we'll do something. On another aside about summer, its been 100+ the past two weeks and the upstairs AC at our house is out and the stupid alumni have yet to do anything about it for the past month since they have known about the problem. Argh. If you have AC and are actually using it and want to hang out in the afternoons, I am done with class at 3 and would love to have a nice cool place to hang out.
Hmmmm, ok, I think that's enough for now but I will definitely try to update more often so you guys who read this (not sure if anyone actually does) can keep up to date of whats going on with me.
Speaking of being summer, that means summer school 4 days a week the first session and maybe a job the second one. I will definitely be wanting to go out during the summer. If you are around, let me know and we'll do something. On another aside about summer, its been 100+ the past two weeks and the upstairs AC at our house is out and the stupid alumni have yet to do anything about it for the past month since they have known about the problem. Argh. If you have AC and are actually using it and want to hang out in the afternoons, I am done with class at 3 and would love to have a nice cool place to hang out.
Hmmmm, ok, I think that's enough for now but I will definitely try to update more often so you guys who read this (not sure if anyone actually does) can keep up to date of whats going on with me.