Mar 04, 2005 22:03
i only have about 2 more days to pack up my room cuz brittany and dad leaves on monday morning.. and i really don't wanna pack cuz then that means that i have to move and i don't wanna move...... i'm so fuckin pissed off at the world right now.. well at least the world around me and most of the people in it..... sandy is also pissing me off, its like shes taking everything away from me.. my dad, my home, my friends, my boyfriend, the rest of my family that lives out here, and basically my whole life.. and shes being to damn selfish! she says that she wants to be a family.. yea well fuck that! she has her whole life to be a family with us and i only have a couple of more months left in the school year and ur only in 9th grade once (well generally speaking) and she cant just let me stay out here with all of my friends and finish out the year? OMG she just makes me mad sometimes. and i mean i have like my whole life here this is where i grew up and this is where i wanted to stay (well for now anyways). don't really wanna type anymore.
~*~hear the sound of the rain, falling from the stars. drenched in forgotten dreams and false hope. awaiting the faded memories of all that was there before. searching every pore for a glimpse of hope, and coming empty handed.~*~