hello
ok so yea... no one left me a message!!!! thanx guys i feel the luv... anyways.... since i've been back i've hung out with anthony a few times.. and tomorrow he is coming over for dinner and to meet my rents.. now some of you maynot know what i'm talking about... anthony was in my class last year and he graduated... i saw him a couple of timesover the summer.. well once then once when school started... and i got his cell #... i called him the next day i think.. and we started to talk more.. and we found out that we both liked eachother for a long time now.. we started to hang out like 4 weeks ago.. and we went to the Franklin dance togeather on the 1st... it was ALOT of fun.. damn!!!... anyways.. we have been seeing eachother alot lately.. and i love it.. the only prob is.. one of our mutual friends *and his ex from begining of last year* ... started telling us that we can't go out.. she kept telling him that he can't date me and blah blah blah.. and to me she keeps saying that she doesn't want me to get hurt like she did... MY ASS... i know she is concerned but this is too much... she is tring to get other people to tell me not to date him and all this shit.. i'm sick and tired of it... she has no right to do this.. yea i know she still likes him and wanot.. but she is pulling a bitch ass move here...i've kinda tried to talk to her about it and she hasn't givin me a straight answer.. and she keeps bugging him like all the time.. calling him like 30 times a day and texting him all the time.. it is really getting annoying because he said he doesn't want to get in the middle of our friendship and so he doesn't want to officially 'go-out' yet... but the other day he kinda told her off and told her that he wanted to go out with me... and then when i was talking to him.. i asked him if i was his gf adn he said that was something he wanted to talk about in person.. so yea.. i don't really know what to do... b/c everyone says we are dateing.. but it isn't really official.. and all that dumb shit.. ahhh this is driving me crazy.. and i think i'm gunna cry.. i did my painting project today in drama.. and almost started crying infront of my class while reading a poem that is about not crying.. great i know.. and also i thought i pissed anthony off today kinda but not really.. i have no idea.. i'm sad i don't get to see him everyday still.. i just wish i was older and moved out and could see him whenever i wanted to... damn being non-legal... well yea i still have a paper and other shit to do so i will ttyl ~broccoli