oh god im glad no one reads these

[broccolee4chels]

i just realized what i need to do. no. what i have to do. okay i know this may be a waste of time or somehting but i really just watnt to talk to travis and just tell him im sorry for being a bitch and tell him i have an insane out of control ( just kidding sorta...) crush on him and that no matter what, im going to keep thinking about him because i really do like him and it just sucks that im not available at this time cause i have a boyfriend who i also really like and we just met at the wrong times and it is all crazy and i havent been on the computer in a long time and i wish hed randomly call me because i want to talk to him. i just want to explain to him that i wa never trying to be mean or anything and i hope he understands because i want us, if we cant be anything else, to at least be friends. hes such a sweetheart and i just dont want to ruin anything that i think i am right now. oh god. what is wrong with me!?!??! i should have jsut explained this to him when i was still talking to him. this sucks. i really screwed up.. fucking library with its NO MYSPACE rules. FUCK YOU I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO TRAVIS!

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn

dont break my ♥

<3