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There are days I feel like running-screaming down the street, shaking my fists and crying.
I look at every window and I want to shatter it- every door, I want to break it down with an axe, bust through it like its not even there.
I want to jump into icy water, and let numbness take over.
I want to be apathetic to everything and everyone- even my own heart.
I to shout until my throat bleeds, and fall to the ground and not get up.
why am I still breathing? whats the point?
...this is one of those days.