The world's gonna wake up and see, Baltimore and me!
I just reminised for like 2 hours on "old" fun city days. I thought it would make me really depressed, but it mostly just made me laugh and smile. I think it's crazy how much I've been through/changed since I truly discovered "Wicked" in Jan/Feb of my 9th grade year. Almost 2 years ago?
I read the entries of when I first saw "Wicked" and I was this huge ass fangirl and was like "OMGgGgg!111 IDINA MENZEL! KRISTIN CHENOWETH! OMG I LOVE THEM!! IM THE BIGGEST FAN EVER! OMG HAVEMYBABIESKTHNXBYE OMG!" and then the more recent entires. It's so funny to read over my journey through the fandoms.
It makes me sad to see how fast everything has gone by. I read entries from when I FIRST saw Wicked and it feels like just yesterday when it was almost 2 years ago. So much has changed, but so many amazing things have happened. I'm left with so many memories and lasting friendships. I know there is so much ahead of me, but I'm scared things are going to change. I never want my obsessions to die. A part of me doesn't want to get older and leave this all behind. Even if I don't get that same exact thrill [which I still get, it's just different. Now I just get the thrills from the performers/changes/being in the theater] I used to get from seeing Wicked when I didn't have every single line/song/scene change memorized, it still remains in such a deep place in my heart. It's so cheesy, but true.
I have grown so much in the past few years from these amazing experiences and meeting these amazing people. I think I had some of the best days of my life and I'll remember them always. No matter where I am, or who I am in several years from now. The people/shows that entered my life, have made me who I am.
Where this all came from, I have not the slightest clue.
"Want me to take you down to the garage to find Eyedeenuh? Yeah, right." -Backstage guy. 3.31.04
"OMG I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN EVER!" -Me to Idina and Kristin. The day my mom lost my Idina picture. A day she will never live down. 4.25.04
"Hi Courtney! *shakes my hand*" -Kristin Chenoweth. 4.25.05
"I see the new Elphaba understudy: Shoshana Bean [lol cool name right?]" -10.12.05
"OMG! You know who I am?! COME HERE GIRLS AND GIVE ME A HUG NOW!" -First Sho meeting. 10.12.05
"What is this, a freaking drug deal at the Gersh?!" -Cait. 11.11.04
"Umm, I look bad! I just came from yoga!" -Idina Menzel. 11.11.04
"Courtney! Turn around! It's Shoshana calling you girls!" -My mom on a random street in NYC telling me that Sho was calling for Cait and I. 11.11.04
"We're just 2 *laughs hysterically and skips entire verse of One Short Day*" -JLT+Idina. 10.12.04
"Come with me, to the Emerald City *pulls JLT's wig off*"-Idina. 12.21.05
"I love you girls so much! It was great to see your cute faces tonight!" -Sho. 1.9.05
"We saw Jack the stupid elf who is no longer my friend!"-Me. 1.9.05
"OMG NO! EYEDEENUH MINSIL IS OUT OF THE SHOW ON HER LAST PERFORMANCE! OMG IM GONNA KILL MYSELF. *laughs*" -C&C&K being obnoxious on 1.9.05
"I LOVE COURT AND CAIT! *bites tongue and laughs*" -Sho out her car window. 2.4.05
"OH MY GOD! I thought you girls fell off the face of the planet!" -Backstage guy to K&A. 3.6.05
"Behave!" -Sho holding milk cartons 3.6.05
"Dont worry, you already ARE like me!" -Kristin Chenoweth. 4.5.05
"Happy birthday girlie!" -Karmine Alers like 3 months later.
"OMG HI BOQIE!" -Cait. 5.6.05
"This is the tiniest camera I've ever seen! It's so cute and tiny! How do they make it this SMALL?!" -JLT. 11.11.05
"Jennifaaaa Lauraaa Ya Mothaaaa" Cait and I. 5.29.05
"Yo. You want marijuana?!" -Gangster to Cait, Scott, and I on the street. 2.4.05
Okay, stopping there for now. Lol. There are so many more funny things, but I doubt anyone wants to read them.
Anyway, last night I totally went driving with my older cousins! And I saw Mr&Mrs.Smith which equaled=Rent trailer which is life. Today I went to the beach with Cait. Cait is the best? Kcool. We want to go to the city and see a show with both of our moms because that would be cute. Right? Umm, tomorrow I think I'm having a birthday bash for KCheno with a bunch of the groupies/girlies who live on LI?! So, I'm excited!
1 more thing. COURT2 WON LOTTO. I knew she would! And it was her 11th time. That's so weird? We're like the same person, but not. Scary.
Umm, Idina Menzel needs to come to my house now before I cry of jealousy. Kthnx.
I would like to see Rent and ASU soon. *thinks* Money is greatly needed.
PS. I love how you all asked me questions in my last entry. *sarcasm*
I read the entries of when I first saw "Wicked" and I was this huge ass fangirl and was like "OMGgGgg!111 IDINA MENZEL! KRISTIN CHENOWETH! OMG I LOVE THEM!! IM THE BIGGEST FAN EVER! OMG HAVEMYBABIESKTHNXBYE OMG!" and then the more recent entires. It's so funny to read over my journey through the fandoms.
It makes me sad to see how fast everything has gone by. I read entries from when I FIRST saw Wicked and it feels like just yesterday when it was almost 2 years ago. So much has changed, but so many amazing things have happened. I'm left with so many memories and lasting friendships. I know there is so much ahead of me, but I'm scared things are going to change. I never want my obsessions to die. A part of me doesn't want to get older and leave this all behind. Even if I don't get that same exact thrill [which I still get, it's just different. Now I just get the thrills from the performers/changes/being in the theater] I used to get from seeing Wicked when I didn't have every single line/song/scene change memorized, it still remains in such a deep place in my heart. It's so cheesy, but true.
I have grown so much in the past few years from these amazing experiences and meeting these amazing people. I think I had some of the best days of my life and I'll remember them always. No matter where I am, or who I am in several years from now. The people/shows that entered my life, have made me who I am.
Where this all came from, I have not the slightest clue.
"Want me to take you down to the garage to find Eyedeenuh? Yeah, right." -Backstage guy. 3.31.04
"OMG I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN EVER!" -Me to Idina and Kristin. The day my mom lost my Idina picture. A day she will never live down. 4.25.04
"Hi Courtney! *shakes my hand*" -Kristin Chenoweth. 4.25.05
"I see the new Elphaba understudy: Shoshana Bean [lol cool name right?]" -10.12.05
"OMG! You know who I am?! COME HERE GIRLS AND GIVE ME A HUG NOW!" -First Sho meeting. 10.12.05
"What is this, a freaking drug deal at the Gersh?!" -Cait. 11.11.04
"Umm, I look bad! I just came from yoga!" -Idina Menzel. 11.11.04
"Courtney! Turn around! It's Shoshana calling you girls!" -My mom on a random street in NYC telling me that Sho was calling for Cait and I. 11.11.04
"We're just 2 *laughs hysterically and skips entire verse of One Short Day*" -JLT+Idina. 10.12.04
"Come with me, to the Emerald City *pulls JLT's wig off*"-Idina. 12.21.05
"I love you girls so much! It was great to see your cute faces tonight!" -Sho. 1.9.05
"We saw Jack the stupid elf who is no longer my friend!"-Me. 1.9.05
"OMG NO! EYEDEENUH MINSIL IS OUT OF THE SHOW ON HER LAST PERFORMANCE! OMG IM GONNA KILL MYSELF. *laughs*" -C&C&K being obnoxious on 1.9.05
"I LOVE COURT AND CAIT! *bites tongue and laughs*" -Sho out her car window. 2.4.05
"OH MY GOD! I thought you girls fell off the face of the planet!" -Backstage guy to K&A. 3.6.05
"Behave!" -Sho holding milk cartons 3.6.05
"Dont worry, you already ARE like me!" -Kristin Chenoweth. 4.5.05
"Happy birthday girlie!" -Karmine Alers like 3 months later.
"OMG HI BOQIE!" -Cait. 5.6.05
"This is the tiniest camera I've ever seen! It's so cute and tiny! How do they make it this SMALL?!" -JLT. 11.11.05
"Jennifaaaa Lauraaa Ya Mothaaaa" Cait and I. 5.29.05
"Yo. You want marijuana?!" -Gangster to Cait, Scott, and I on the street. 2.4.05
Okay, stopping there for now. Lol. There are so many more funny things, but I doubt anyone wants to read them.
Anyway, last night I totally went driving with my older cousins! And I saw Mr&Mrs.Smith which equaled=Rent trailer which is life. Today I went to the beach with Cait. Cait is the best? Kcool. We want to go to the city and see a show with both of our moms because that would be cute. Right? Umm, tomorrow I think I'm having a birthday bash for KCheno with a bunch of the groupies/girlies who live on LI?! So, I'm excited!
1 more thing. COURT2 WON LOTTO. I knew she would! And it was her 11th time. That's so weird? We're like the same person, but not. Scary.
Umm, Idina Menzel needs to come to my house now before I cry of jealousy. Kthnx.
I would like to see Rent and ASU soon. *thinks* Money is greatly needed.
PS. I love how you all asked me questions in my last entry. *sarcasm*