FOR GOOD SOLO IN CHORUS

May 10, 2005 15:33

I can't breathe at all. OMG.

You guys, you know how in chorus we're singing, "For Good?" Well, I had to audition against like 15+ other girls in my chorus class and I was a nervous wreck about it all day because he was telling us who got it today, AND I GOT IT!!!!!!!!! I like, can't breathe at all. When he announced my name, I was shaking so much and I almost started crying. I've never gotten a solo before and it's FOR GOOD. FROM WICKED? YEAH. In front of like 34609 people. And I had to practice in a mike today while standing on the risers.

I didn't think I was going to get it at all. There's this other girl who's a year older than me who's like incredible, and I was positive she was getting it. I just can't believe it. I was so nauseous the whole day and I was shaking so much. I wanted this so much and it means SO much to me. Like, there are these random jazz solos but no, I got the FOR GOOD solo. And he doesn't even KNOW how obsessed I am with Wicked. He heard me sing it and he picked me. And everyone was cheering for me when they called my name and hugging me. I've NEVER had recognition like this in school. I've always done outside of school singing and things and I've never had feedback like I've had for this. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

I'm the happiest person in the world right now. I'm just nervous now that I'm going to suck because when I get nervous, my voice shakes like crazy. Haha. But whatever. I'll deal.

I GOT IT. skdjhgdskjgsjk. I knew there was a reason why I love "Wicked" so much and why I dedicate my life to it. And the SIGN thing I wrote about WORKS. "For Good" randomly came on my radio yesterday.

Oh, and the solo is:

I've heard it said, that people come into our lives for a reason bringing something we must learn. And we are led, to those who help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return. Well, I don't know if I believe that's true, but I know I'm who I am today, because I knew you.
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