me" i can't go cause i'm poor" Dan" what happened to your 'puerto rican adn hungry scholarship?' "
Ain't that the truth! No i'm still not over my bitterness to FSA and I don't think I ever will be...wait no once I graduate I feel that the immediate bial taste, which arrives in my mouth whenever I see their logo or pass their office, shall cease. Enough times wasted on them ;-)
So I can kind of breathe today which is a HUGE step up!! I actually had whole slots of time where I could taste my FOOD today even!! It was a beautiful thing and I'm glad I'm on the way to recovery. I could do with out the body racking smokers' cough, but I'll take my little victories.
Adrienne is not here all week so I didn't feel shunned for not being able to dance entirely full out for modern rep...only 4 more weeks! I like the Parson's choreography but I couldn't do most of the turns today and anything that threw my head upside down. The congestion really is the worst.
Sooooo as the congestion is so bad my mom and brother were commenting, and asking me about it. I relayed the usual message that, seeing as my sinus issues are so reDICulously constant, I of course would manage to have over a weeks worth of serious congestion while contracting a sickness that usually has nothing to DO w/ your sinuses. I'm just that cool. But, as this has been an ongoing thing and is effecting my work more and more whenever I get sick, I might get it taken care of this summer. As in surgery...nose surgery. Hmm...I wonder if it's safe to have two surgical procedures( this and the wisdom teeth) in one 3 month period. And how that will effect my already vital need to work my butt off this summer so I can have rent on August 1st. More on that later...
So last night I had a mild anxiety attack about work this summer and got out of bed to spend 2 hours online looking for summer positions in Rochester. There wasn't much available and I know half of it isn't even UP yet but I also know that much of this stuff is word of mouth, for what I'm looking at, and I need to start up the networking now. I woudln't make enough money doing shows this summer but I dont' want to go another summer with out boosting up my resume. I'm looking for dance teaching positions and summer camp options for performing arts camps, as well as secretarial work...and everything else i can find that ISN'T minimum wage. I might even wind up going back to delta but I need the vehicle situation worked out as well.. This ongoing issue is really frustrating, but I dont' want to burden my mom with it she has an unbeLIEveble amount of things on her plate and she's a super woman hero and goddess and I just love her so much. I know she feels bad about this constant financial bind but I can't even comprehend just added my crap on top of hers for bonus things she can worry about. O-well, i'm going to keep up w/ the job search constantly.
Law and ORder is on!!! adios
So I can kind of breathe today which is a HUGE step up!! I actually had whole slots of time where I could taste my FOOD today even!! It was a beautiful thing and I'm glad I'm on the way to recovery. I could do with out the body racking smokers' cough, but I'll take my little victories.
Adrienne is not here all week so I didn't feel shunned for not being able to dance entirely full out for modern rep...only 4 more weeks! I like the Parson's choreography but I couldn't do most of the turns today and anything that threw my head upside down. The congestion really is the worst.
Sooooo as the congestion is so bad my mom and brother were commenting, and asking me about it. I relayed the usual message that, seeing as my sinus issues are so reDICulously constant, I of course would manage to have over a weeks worth of serious congestion while contracting a sickness that usually has nothing to DO w/ your sinuses. I'm just that cool. But, as this has been an ongoing thing and is effecting my work more and more whenever I get sick, I might get it taken care of this summer. As in surgery...nose surgery. Hmm...I wonder if it's safe to have two surgical procedures( this and the wisdom teeth) in one 3 month period. And how that will effect my already vital need to work my butt off this summer so I can have rent on August 1st. More on that later...
So last night I had a mild anxiety attack about work this summer and got out of bed to spend 2 hours online looking for summer positions in Rochester. There wasn't much available and I know half of it isn't even UP yet but I also know that much of this stuff is word of mouth, for what I'm looking at, and I need to start up the networking now. I woudln't make enough money doing shows this summer but I dont' want to go another summer with out boosting up my resume. I'm looking for dance teaching positions and summer camp options for performing arts camps, as well as secretarial work...and everything else i can find that ISN'T minimum wage. I might even wind up going back to delta but I need the vehicle situation worked out as well.. This ongoing issue is really frustrating, but I dont' want to burden my mom with it she has an unbeLIEveble amount of things on her plate and she's a super woman hero and goddess and I just love her so much. I know she feels bad about this constant financial bind but I can't even comprehend just added my crap on top of hers for bonus things she can worry about. O-well, i'm going to keep up w/ the job search constantly.
Law and ORder is on!!! adios