The Cleats in my throat...
That title sounds like a very emo song doesn't it?? Welp i'm def feeling better compared to yesterday but yesterday i was contemplating sudden death as a better alternative to my present state so I'm very much still on the way to recovery. Couldn't have my teeth out today( and i felt much worse this morning anyhow) so i'm here. I'm trying to work my shakspeare monologue but now i'm more worried about fantastiks than that one!! I don't even want to DO the stupid show i'd much rather do Midsummer...in a heart beat::whimsical look on face:: but enough daydreaming. I need to nail that audition, there's tons of big competition and not competition like" i need to beat her out for this very specific part" but competition as in" i'm a damn good candidate for a lot of solid roles in this show but so are so many of the other upperclass females who will be auditioning." I still think the 50's drive in concept is cool and i love it in its entirety b/c i love that time period as well!! Oh well, nothing to do but kick butt at auditions.
So I talked to Christopher and Matt last night so that was nice when i was feeling like crap. Even though i was trying my hardest not to be a baby, sometimes it just comes out that way when i'm sick. Sorry boys ;-) I talked to Alex today but via telephono b/c the computer was totally tripping out. We both lamented being stuck inside but at least he's moved on to better things like reading the paper lol. I'm still subjecting myself to crappy Tv and movies for a majority of the day!! I'm pretty sure that's going to change as of tomorrow though and I really have been reading and stuff but i'm just not used to watching so much TV and so to watch really any more than a little seems like a whole lot to me. I even went so far as to attempt and fix the computer issues on my own today!! I'm SO proud of myself for that one!! I went to one of the slightly illegal sites JJ showed me( love ya ;-) to find virus software to download and i guess it's not even really illegal b/c it offered mostly trial issues of things, not like a way of hacking into a real system and stealing the software. That would def be illegal lol. So i downloaded one whole spyware protection program and then found out it was one of those crappy ones where the trial only deTECTS the viruses it doesn't remove them!! So i was having none of than and found another trial version which was relaly very satisfactory and both found out and got rid of the crappy viruses that have been making this computer about as worthwhile as a giant paper weight. It's def moving faster now and I un-installed the first program and a few other excessive accessories and have had to problems so i feel very accomplished. The only catch w/ the program is that you are only allowed so many updates where as w/ a paid version you get one whenevr they're available( like every week or do). Wow that was a thrilling monologue on computer software i just gave. if only i was as far along w/ my REAL one right now!!
So back to the title, I still feel like i have cleats in my throat but unlike this morning, they're more in the genre of soccer cleats as opposed to baseball spiked cleats. Reassuring sadly!! At least i'm not suffering from any exTREme aches and pains or headaches like yesterday! This virus is def not as bad as last summer.
I laughed again w/ chris last night about my maroon 5/john mayer comment the other day. I was just tossing out a comment about their concert( that was yesterday, damn all you who went) that I would have liked to have gone but i wasn't going to fork over the 45dollar min. ticket price for the show," it's def too expensive," I said, only meaning that I'd already seen him in concert and would rather spend my concert money on a show for someone i HADN"t seen as of yet this summer, just b/c funds are limited, no matter how much i like the repeat performer. Chris cracked a smile and looked at me saying," yeh i know they're expensive" I immediately then slapped my hand over my mouth and opened my eyes really wide, remembering how HE "forked over" the 45dollars for BOTH of us last summer for no particular reason at all, simply b/c i had wanted to go to the concert and he took me!! I felt like an ass lol but we had a good laugh over it.
mmm it's about that time for some more hot tea and a freezer pop!! adios for now. ~Nora
So I talked to Christopher and Matt last night so that was nice when i was feeling like crap. Even though i was trying my hardest not to be a baby, sometimes it just comes out that way when i'm sick. Sorry boys ;-) I talked to Alex today but via telephono b/c the computer was totally tripping out. We both lamented being stuck inside but at least he's moved on to better things like reading the paper lol. I'm still subjecting myself to crappy Tv and movies for a majority of the day!! I'm pretty sure that's going to change as of tomorrow though and I really have been reading and stuff but i'm just not used to watching so much TV and so to watch really any more than a little seems like a whole lot to me. I even went so far as to attempt and fix the computer issues on my own today!! I'm SO proud of myself for that one!! I went to one of the slightly illegal sites JJ showed me( love ya ;-) to find virus software to download and i guess it's not even really illegal b/c it offered mostly trial issues of things, not like a way of hacking into a real system and stealing the software. That would def be illegal lol. So i downloaded one whole spyware protection program and then found out it was one of those crappy ones where the trial only deTECTS the viruses it doesn't remove them!! So i was having none of than and found another trial version which was relaly very satisfactory and both found out and got rid of the crappy viruses that have been making this computer about as worthwhile as a giant paper weight. It's def moving faster now and I un-installed the first program and a few other excessive accessories and have had to problems so i feel very accomplished. The only catch w/ the program is that you are only allowed so many updates where as w/ a paid version you get one whenevr they're available( like every week or do). Wow that was a thrilling monologue on computer software i just gave. if only i was as far along w/ my REAL one right now!!
So back to the title, I still feel like i have cleats in my throat but unlike this morning, they're more in the genre of soccer cleats as opposed to baseball spiked cleats. Reassuring sadly!! At least i'm not suffering from any exTREme aches and pains or headaches like yesterday! This virus is def not as bad as last summer.
I laughed again w/ chris last night about my maroon 5/john mayer comment the other day. I was just tossing out a comment about their concert( that was yesterday, damn all you who went) that I would have liked to have gone but i wasn't going to fork over the 45dollar min. ticket price for the show," it's def too expensive," I said, only meaning that I'd already seen him in concert and would rather spend my concert money on a show for someone i HADN"t seen as of yet this summer, just b/c funds are limited, no matter how much i like the repeat performer. Chris cracked a smile and looked at me saying," yeh i know they're expensive" I immediately then slapped my hand over my mouth and opened my eyes really wide, remembering how HE "forked over" the 45dollars for BOTH of us last summer for no particular reason at all, simply b/c i had wanted to go to the concert and he took me!! I felt like an ass lol but we had a good laugh over it.
mmm it's about that time for some more hot tea and a freezer pop!! adios for now. ~Nora