here it goes....
So for those of you who have been keeping up with me the last few months, you know I've had some pretty dark times. but you also know ive made some kick ass resolutions.... well what I've been fearing the most is here. and I am being forced to face it and I cannot hide from it. and with this every goal I've put forth for myself is going to HAVE to come into effect. Instead of taking baby steps for amonth and getting used to the shallow end, I am being thrown into the deep end.
Tommorow is going to begin it. Tommorrow marks a completely new...everything for me. I'm scared.
I'm scared out of my mind. I want to sleep, but I know that if I can face it and get through it, I will ultimately be the person I want to be. I will be Melanie Kristen Lewis, a strong vivacious woman who has the world in her hands. But I have too get through this dark tunnel, and I need all the support I can get.
I'm scared.
Please help me stay strong.
Please help me find the light.
Please help me fight til the end.
Tommorow is going to begin it. Tommorrow marks a completely new...everything for me. I'm scared.
I'm scared out of my mind. I want to sleep, but I know that if I can face it and get through it, I will ultimately be the person I want to be. I will be Melanie Kristen Lewis, a strong vivacious woman who has the world in her hands. But I have too get through this dark tunnel, and I need all the support I can get.
I'm scared.
Please help me stay strong.
Please help me find the light.
Please help me fight til the end.