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[broadwaybaby221]

I don't understand.
that's it. I cannot for the life of me fathom this.
What the fuck ever.

I want this year to be through.
I don't want my birthday to happen.
I don't want to grow up....
I want to go back in time....
to the way things once were... when there were no cares in the world.
No nights where I didn't have to medicate myself to sleep.
no nights where I longed for something that I didn't have...
no nights where I had to pretend to be happy because everyone else was having fun.

Whatever.