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it's 3:04 in the morning and i can't sleep.
this is the first weekend in a very long time that i've stayed at school...i stayed the first 2 weekends of the semester and then decided that i hated it...haha. i still do hate it too. shelby isn't here, so i'm just sitting here by myself.
but on the brightside of things, i leave here for good wednesday morning. i have one final monday morning and another tuesday afternoon, then i'm hanging out with behn tuesday night. wednesday morning pat will be here to help me pack everything up and leave william paterson university. it's kind of strange. i never thought i would be the kind of person to transfer. i always imagined that i would go to the perfect school and have the perfect college experience. it's been far from that. when i get to rowan i want to start everything new. that's going to be how college should be. i'm tired of the supposed "best years of my life" being really miserable. i've met a few really cool people at william paterson, but college is about a whole lot more than cool people. rowan is what i wanted to begin with. and now i'm getting it. maybe college hasn't been the perfect plan that i always imagined, but i have 4 more years to make it everything i want.
this is the first weekend in a very long time that i've stayed at school...i stayed the first 2 weekends of the semester and then decided that i hated it...haha. i still do hate it too. shelby isn't here, so i'm just sitting here by myself.
but on the brightside of things, i leave here for good wednesday morning. i have one final monday morning and another tuesday afternoon, then i'm hanging out with behn tuesday night. wednesday morning pat will be here to help me pack everything up and leave william paterson university. it's kind of strange. i never thought i would be the kind of person to transfer. i always imagined that i would go to the perfect school and have the perfect college experience. it's been far from that. when i get to rowan i want to start everything new. that's going to be how college should be. i'm tired of the supposed "best years of my life" being really miserable. i've met a few really cool people at william paterson, but college is about a whole lot more than cool people. rowan is what i wanted to begin with. and now i'm getting it. maybe college hasn't been the perfect plan that i always imagined, but i have 4 more years to make it everything i want.