cause growing up is awfuler, than all the awful things that ever were...
it's almost 5:30am and i haven't slept yet and i'm not going to or else i'll sleep forever even though now i'll probably sleep through joey's showcase tonight...oh well.
the little mermaid is done. it was bittersweet. very different than any other show i've done. some performances were terrible and some were unbelievably good. my father came up and saw the last show. which was probably one of our best.
my father has stage 4 lung cancer. he's very thin and he grew a beard, but nothing else seems different. i still have an unsettling mix of love and resentment and we still didn't have much to talk about except the show. i still don't talk about it because i still don't know what to make of it.
chad and jasmine came too and afterward she was telling all the little kids "that's my auntie" and it made me really happy. oh, haha, also, one little girl told me, "you know that prince you married? he's gonna be my 3rd boyfriend." i wanted to tell her that he already had a boyfriend but instead i said to her, quite amused, "that's great. i gotta tell matt."
peter pan runs the last 2 weekends of july and then i'll probably move to LA soon after that.
life feels really strange right now.
the little mermaid is done. it was bittersweet. very different than any other show i've done. some performances were terrible and some were unbelievably good. my father came up and saw the last show. which was probably one of our best.
my father has stage 4 lung cancer. he's very thin and he grew a beard, but nothing else seems different. i still have an unsettling mix of love and resentment and we still didn't have much to talk about except the show. i still don't talk about it because i still don't know what to make of it.
chad and jasmine came too and afterward she was telling all the little kids "that's my auntie" and it made me really happy. oh, haha, also, one little girl told me, "you know that prince you married? he's gonna be my 3rd boyfriend." i wanted to tell her that he already had a boyfriend but instead i said to her, quite amused, "that's great. i gotta tell matt."
peter pan runs the last 2 weekends of july and then i'll probably move to LA soon after that.
life feels really strange right now.