Sep 09, 2006 13:21
so i was just at my grandparents' house...my cousin who just got married, his wife and parents all came for the day to look at wedding pictures and whatnot. i love my family to death, but today, i'm just not feeling it. i really dislike my uncle a lot. he always says inapropriate things and he's such a control freak. he treats me like i'm a little girl and tries to tell me what to do. i want to say, "i'm close to 20 years old!- you can't tell me to do the dishes anymore and you shouldn't even if i was 12. that's just not your place!" today he instructed me to help my mother with something and warned me that he would "spank" me if i didn't do it. that's just drawing the line. so i told them all that i was going home to get ready for work and would be back soon...hah, i lied:)
speaking of work, i'm officially on the floor, waitressing now. and it's absolutely HORRID! i only had 2 tables last night but they were at the same time and for someone that doesn't know the menu and hasn't done it before, it almost makes you sick to your stomache it's so stressful. one table was wonderful and one was sent from satan. i wanted to cry by the end of the night and i didn't get out of there till an hour after we close. it's really hard, i had no idea. but i'm sure once i get used to it a bit more and do it for a while it will be wonderful and it's a fabulous opportunity to make a lot of money. oh please pray for me! haha
i'm reading a book called When God Writes your Love Story and i can't put it down. it was written by a husband and a wife and it talks not only about giving God the pen to write your love story because after all, He is the unltimate romantic since He invented the stuff, but letting Him take over all aspects of your life and finally finding out His amazing plan for you because you stop getting in the way of them with yours. it's really inspiring.
damn it, my family just called. i have to go back....