Dec 05, 2005 22:18
okay so i have really bad allerigies. i am seriously deathly allergic to cats. people usually dont beleive me or take me seriously. they think that i am exaggerating, but i am not. i almost died one time for a cat and it is not worth putting myself in a situation with a cat, because i know how sick they make me. i am allergic to dogs too, but not as bad.
anyway my roomie invited me to a party at her boyfriends apartment. i had a lot of work i needed to do and i was in my pjs, but i thought what the hell i will actually be social and go to the party. well we get there and i wasnt even there for ten minutes before i started feeling sick. i asked my roomie if they had any animals and she was like yeah they have a cat but it is in the laundry. i was like it doesnt matter. she knew that it didnt matter. so i had to leave. my friend harvey walked me back so that was nice. also ben gave me some soda and chex mix to take with me. it just sucks though because i am usually not social. i am a hermit and i like to be a hermit, but i was actually branching out and then i had to freakin leave. its embarrassing. grrrrrrrrrrr. i hate my dumb allergies.
here is what i am allergic to: cats (this one is the worst), dogs, rabbits, horses, any animal, grass, pine trees (no real Christmas tree for me), oak trees, pollen, mold, and i think that is it. i know that i should be fortunate that i am not allergic to food, and i am, but still i just hate it. i should live in a freakin bubble. i take so many meds for my allergies and asthma.
i hate having to ask ppl if they have animals before i go over to their house. i hate having to leave if they do have them. i hate sitting here typing this when i should be out having a good time. my allergies really limit me. i hate that i am going to be sick for a few days because i was in a cat infested house for 10 minutes!!!!
one good thing about tonight is at least i know that it isnt a psychological thing. i felt sick before i even knew that they had anything. a lot of times people accuse me of i guess pretending that i am allergic. i dont even know how you could physically pretend to have snot running down your face. lol. it is so dumb.
i am not trying to be oh poor miranda. i know that there are a LOT of people that are a lot worse off than me. i am just writing how i feel.
i have a lot of work left to do. booooooo. i have been working since 3 freakin o'clock on this stupid take home exam. it is due at 9am in the morning.
i am going to see rent tomorrow. YAYAYAYAY!