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hey..it's finally break! and i'm definitely not upset about anything anymore..colin and i r best friends again..which is really good! i just got home from the hockey game..it was a great game!! aj leaves for mexico tomorrow..i'm so jealous!! i'm stuck here while my mom is in LONDON from weds till tues..i don't know y she isn't goin for longer..i mean like when she gets off the plane she'll practically have to get back on..but anyway..i love my mom, but it's gonna be a well deserved break for the both of us! i'm stayin home with dani from weds till sun..which is cool! she lets me basically do whatever i want which is really nice (so if anyone wants to chill over those days call me!)..it's not that my parents are really that strict to begin with...but ya..it's nice to be able to do just about whatever u want..then i think i'm stayin at brandon's for a night and michelles for the other..or maybe just at brandon's cause i haven't talked to michelle (not that u really care lol but i was thinkin outloud i guess u could say lol)...but ya..i'm in the mood to do somethin really fun..or just different..i'm so sick of going to the movies..or going to birmingham..it gets so old..so anyone have any "fun" ideas?! lol..liz and i spent like an hour on the phone tryin to figure out what to do last friday night..and we ended up just hangin out at her house lol! which was really fun!! but i'm just tryin to think of new stuff to do.. lol gabe wanted me to go to second city tonight which woulda be awesome..but i already had tickets to the hockey game..so next time gabe!! promise! so anyway..this isn't a very deep entry..i guess i'll add some depth lol..i've been writin a lot lately..i don't even know what really provoked me..but i just think it's so spiritual and theroputic..most of my "poems" i guess u can call them..are about love..well my lack of love lately i guess lol..but whatever..hey..good things come to people who wait right?..lol..i don't need a boyfriend anyway..as much as i want one..i'm just gonna let love find me instead of me lookin for it..and hell i'm 15 i don't even know what love is yet..i was talkin to brandon and he really put it in perspective for me..he was sayin how i'm like expecting to fall in love..when in reality we r soooooooo young..and don't even have enough life expierence to fall in love..and i agree..so i guess i'm just lookin to fall in "like" lol..or at least have fun! ;-)! anyway..i'm gonna get goin..cya!