random thoughts I'm throwing out there...
If you are even actually paying attention heed not to this it is meerly all the things in my head slammed into an entry and I just need to get things out so I can see them. So go on continue and scroll down cause you are scrolling now anyways no doubt.
Random:
~I wish I lived a different life.
~I hope Daria's ok...She's been a really good friend to me this year.
~ I'm so inmature and selfish.
~I hate B days
~I don't want the weekend either because there's nothing to do.
~I'm a lazy ungrateful brat.
~It seems like time is going slowly and quickly at the same time.
~Im gunna miss the seniors.
~I still like Josh... sad huh? And to think I don't care how many people know anymore because they all just think I'm stupid for it. I don't care about what they think either.
Friends:
~I'm glad I can count on at least one person when my best friend has found better.Strange thing is I care but not enough to bother doing something. What's done with that is done. I guess we are just different people. Either I changed,you changed,or here's a refreshig new thought we both did. Sorry...
~I long to find a person who feels the way I do.
Myself:
~Truth is I don't know how I feel.
~I also don't know why I'm crying.
~I wish I could understand why my world seems to be falling apart.
~I seem to be normal. I have a family.I have a house to live in,food to eat, my own room. Then why the hell do I feel this way? Why? I just wish I could understand myself.
~I think my whole life has been a huge act.
~This act seems to become more and more fake as days go on and I start realizing how different I am from everyone else.
~I don't want to be different... but I am. And I won't change myself... maybe that's my problem...
I think that's about it....Thanks to those that read...
Random:
~I wish I lived a different life.
~I hope Daria's ok...She's been a really good friend to me this year.
~ I'm so inmature and selfish.
~I hate B days
~I don't want the weekend either because there's nothing to do.
~I'm a lazy ungrateful brat.
~It seems like time is going slowly and quickly at the same time.
~Im gunna miss the seniors.
~I still like Josh... sad huh? And to think I don't care how many people know anymore because they all just think I'm stupid for it. I don't care about what they think either.
Friends:
~I'm glad I can count on at least one person when my best friend has found better.Strange thing is I care but not enough to bother doing something. What's done with that is done. I guess we are just different people. Either I changed,you changed,or here's a refreshig new thought we both did. Sorry...
~I long to find a person who feels the way I do.
Myself:
~Truth is I don't know how I feel.
~I also don't know why I'm crying.
~I wish I could understand why my world seems to be falling apart.
~I seem to be normal. I have a family.I have a house to live in,food to eat, my own room. Then why the hell do I feel this way? Why? I just wish I could understand myself.
~I think my whole life has been a huge act.
~This act seems to become more and more fake as days go on and I start realizing how different I am from everyone else.
~I don't want to be different... but I am. And I won't change myself... maybe that's my problem...
I think that's about it....Thanks to those that read...