You forget that Justin is my best friend too and I'll talk to him whenever I feel nessesary. When I talk to Hunter about you it's about how much you like him I tell him I think you two are cute. I asked him once the other day if you were mad at me. It works two ways. You need to talk to me about things too and I know you've been through things you havn't discussed with me. You didn't tell me ether because you thought I wouldn't care or because you thought I would be judgemental. I do care about what you are doing Zsazsa. Though I do not that stuff I'm not clueless. I know that everyone drugs and smokes and has sex. I'm not judgemental of anybody else so why would you feel like I'm judging you? I judge myself more then anyone else on this planet and I'm not happy with myself.
This year has not been a pile of rose petals for me. So I'm sorry if you feel like I'm cutting you down because no I don't mean too I'm sorry if we don't relate anymore because I don't drink or because I don't do track or have a boyfriend and I'm sorry that my mind is not so that I'm constantly talking about sex(not refering to you). Your friends do it all the time and I'm sorry but it annoys the crap out of me. I do not like our lunch table on ether days and neither does Justin that's why I moved it wasn't because of you. It was because I don't like people at that table. The people there are not my friends and have no interest in being so.
I know you want me to be more like you again, but if that means having to give up my values I won't do it! I'm also not trying to put you down now even though you may feel like I am. i'm not saying that you are wrong or anything. I'm just getting my thoughts out and being honest.
Also please do not let Hunter and Justin talk to you about me they a lot of the time don't pick up on what I'm saying because half of the time I talk to them it's not about you and when it is they turn it in to a bigger deal then it is and switch things around. Neither of them know my ture feelings.
I was thinking about all our inside jokes today.. and a lot about freshman year... Love you...
This year has not been a pile of rose petals for me. So I'm sorry if you feel like I'm cutting you down because no I don't mean too I'm sorry if we don't relate anymore because I don't drink or because I don't do track or have a boyfriend and I'm sorry that my mind is not so that I'm constantly talking about sex(not refering to you). Your friends do it all the time and I'm sorry but it annoys the crap out of me. I do not like our lunch table on ether days and neither does Justin that's why I moved it wasn't because of you. It was because I don't like people at that table. The people there are not my friends and have no interest in being so.
I know you want me to be more like you again, but if that means having to give up my values I won't do it! I'm also not trying to put you down now even though you may feel like I am. i'm not saying that you are wrong or anything. I'm just getting my thoughts out and being honest.
Also please do not let Hunter and Justin talk to you about me they a lot of the time don't pick up on what I'm saying because half of the time I talk to them it's not about you and when it is they turn it in to a bigger deal then it is and switch things around. Neither of them know my ture feelings.
I was thinking about all our inside jokes today.. and a lot about freshman year... Love you...
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