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So, I have been somewhat delinquent in my writing this semester. What terrifies me about this is that I am living so much more than I ever have in the past so it seems like it would just be second nature for me to write about everything. But, I think in a mixture of embarrassment, laziness, and stricken repose, I have been putting off writing as much as I can.
Oh, the past few weeks have been like a film strip, being rewound and fast forwarded at maximum speeds. I have difficulty distinguishing one day from another. I have somewhat grown up lately as well as learned some new things that I never knew about myself. Amidst the ups and downs, I am wholly contented; although there are times when I wish I could focus more on the things I was able to this summer.
When I posted, day after day, although those days might have been quite uneventful, I felt as though my days were accomplished. Now, there never seems to be enough time in the day and I am always feeling guilty about one thing or another. Even for one who does not drink, smoke, and party, there is never enough time and effort to accomplish perfection. I must say, though, that I have been trying pretty hard and the only subject that I am really doing less than best is in algebra. I have been cursed, well with the exception of Ms. Simmers, of having the worst mathematics instructors. I have never been entirely great with the craft and seem not to be getting anywhere with my effort. What scares me even more is that I am one of the students doing better in the class. Because of this, I have decided to change my major to political science, although I am unsure if that is where I want to stay. I just recently took the practice LSAT and scored very well for a first semester freshman. Basically, if I wanted to right now, I could apply and get into a law school with those scores. But, I am unsure if a long education is what I am looking for. All I know is that I am confused with what I want and mathematics is not a part of that. I really want to do something involving houses, but I’m not entirely sure what. I kind of want to work in the market of house flipping, but it is so difficult amidst this housing crisis that I really should just be focusing on education.
Another thing that is on my mind is that I will be receiving the new Blackberry Curve this week and will have to transfer my current life onto that new piece of technology. I always love my phones and computers and have a hard time breaking the attachment. But, perhaps I will build some long-lasting quality time with my current phone as I make the attempt to transfer all of my information onto the new one. I will also be getting a new number with the package, which terrifies me. I have learned to fully depend on that number. I have had the number for several years and everyone has my number down as that one. I don’t know how I will handle a new number, but perhaps it represents a clean slate, something I need right now.
Lots of other things have happened that hopefully I will mention in the coming weeks as I make an attempt to try and make an attempt to improve my writing skills. Good night.
Oh, the past few weeks have been like a film strip, being rewound and fast forwarded at maximum speeds. I have difficulty distinguishing one day from another. I have somewhat grown up lately as well as learned some new things that I never knew about myself. Amidst the ups and downs, I am wholly contented; although there are times when I wish I could focus more on the things I was able to this summer.
When I posted, day after day, although those days might have been quite uneventful, I felt as though my days were accomplished. Now, there never seems to be enough time in the day and I am always feeling guilty about one thing or another. Even for one who does not drink, smoke, and party, there is never enough time and effort to accomplish perfection. I must say, though, that I have been trying pretty hard and the only subject that I am really doing less than best is in algebra. I have been cursed, well with the exception of Ms. Simmers, of having the worst mathematics instructors. I have never been entirely great with the craft and seem not to be getting anywhere with my effort. What scares me even more is that I am one of the students doing better in the class. Because of this, I have decided to change my major to political science, although I am unsure if that is where I want to stay. I just recently took the practice LSAT and scored very well for a first semester freshman. Basically, if I wanted to right now, I could apply and get into a law school with those scores. But, I am unsure if a long education is what I am looking for. All I know is that I am confused with what I want and mathematics is not a part of that. I really want to do something involving houses, but I’m not entirely sure what. I kind of want to work in the market of house flipping, but it is so difficult amidst this housing crisis that I really should just be focusing on education.
Another thing that is on my mind is that I will be receiving the new Blackberry Curve this week and will have to transfer my current life onto that new piece of technology. I always love my phones and computers and have a hard time breaking the attachment. But, perhaps I will build some long-lasting quality time with my current phone as I make the attempt to transfer all of my information onto the new one. I will also be getting a new number with the package, which terrifies me. I have learned to fully depend on that number. I have had the number for several years and everyone has my number down as that one. I don’t know how I will handle a new number, but perhaps it represents a clean slate, something I need right now.
Lots of other things have happened that hopefully I will mention in the coming weeks as I make an attempt to try and make an attempt to improve my writing skills. Good night.