"It's not like every devestating end...brings a new beginning"
Well I'm home for the summer. Its strange after finishing my first year of college I was utterally depressed when I came home because I missed my friends from school so much, I was excited to see my high school friends but I missed the freedom that college gave me. Now this year I pretty much don't want to go back to school. I dont know if it was because of the work load this year (i had 8 finals...how sick is that) or what but I'm just not as excited about going back to school as I was this time last year. When I was at work last year people would ask me "How's school going? Happy to be home?" and I would respond with "SCHOOL IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME, I LOVE IT SO MUCH! I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET BACK!" (yes...in all capitol letters) Not so much this year, now my response is "Yeah I'm really happy to be home, I did pretty well this year at Clarke but I'm happy it's over."
I don't know what I'm saying anymore. I'm ending this entry now.
I don't know what I'm saying anymore. I'm ending this entry now.