May 24, 2008 00:21
I'm so emotionally driven. It's the actor in me, I guess. But I just don't understand how some people can just turn it off.
I talked to him. In general he basically explained that we just weren't compatible. And I don't understand how some people can just look at things so logically. Screw the fact that we're from different worlds. What we felt was real. And I don't understand how people can just make pros and cons lists and be cocky enough not to be concerned about throwing away somebody you have feelings for because it doesn't look good on paper. I just don't understand how some people can just stop their emotions with thought.
Sometimes I wish I had that gift. I sometimes wish I could just stop myself from feeling a certain way by telling myself it just doesn't make sense logically.
But I can't. And it hurts.