Jul 25, 2006 01:58
sometimes things fall into place at exactly the right moment. and then sometimes things fall apart. why is something so good and pure turned into something worriesom? i did something, and it was almost disappointing. not really disappointing really, just anti-climactic. what more can a girl ask for? hmmm.
anyway, alabama hasnt been horrible this time, and finding out that someone you've always loved still loves you feels nice. and also hurts when you know that there is nothing to do about it.
i manage to forget him. and then i see him. and i cave.
first loves never die.
at least for me.