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i'm sitting in webdesign, being very bored but trying very hard not to think about everything.  everything is weird, even though it shouldnt be.  i'm so in love, and yet...i dont know.  i'm trying really hard not to wonder how this is going to work out. the future, yes.  it's scary, eh?  yeah.  very fucking scary.  a very good friend told me last night  that if i know that i have a future with someone, i have have to try not to fuck it up.  thanks for that, nick.  i'm glad he understands.  very, very glad.  anyway, yes.

back to being bored in class:  I'M BORED.  we're listening to decent music though, which makes everything a little bit better.  i guess. yes, it does.

i'm scared out of my fucking mind.