life
so last nite i was going through all of the pictures we have ever taken of novah and organizing them into folders by age. i found some pictures of when she was just a few days old that i need to scan in onto the computer as well. i am so sad that my little babe is growing up so fast. i seriously sat here and bawled my eyes out. it really only seems like yesterday that i was in that hospital room pushing her out of me. i seriously don't know how i'm going to deal with her turning one year old the closer that it gets.
in other news, josh and i's goal is to be in our own place for novah's 1st birthday! hopefully it's sooner than that. :) right now josh is looking for a full time job with health insurance on top of having his part time ministry job. josh and i are meeting with the elders tomorrow nite. i really wish that we could open up their eyes to see how important it is for them to have a full time youth minister. please pray that God will speak through us as we talk to them and that He will open their eyes as well. i really hate that josh has to bring in the money all by himself, it makes me feel so guilty at times. to all the stay at home mommies, do you feel guilty about this as well? my hopes are to buy a really nice digital SLR camera and to start doing some work on the side, so i can at least bring some money in for us. i just don't know how successful i would be at it. i need to be more confident in myself and my work, but it's really hard for me to be.
hope you all have a beautiful and blessed day. <3
in other news, josh and i's goal is to be in our own place for novah's 1st birthday! hopefully it's sooner than that. :) right now josh is looking for a full time job with health insurance on top of having his part time ministry job. josh and i are meeting with the elders tomorrow nite. i really wish that we could open up their eyes to see how important it is for them to have a full time youth minister. please pray that God will speak through us as we talk to them and that He will open their eyes as well. i really hate that josh has to bring in the money all by himself, it makes me feel so guilty at times. to all the stay at home mommies, do you feel guilty about this as well? my hopes are to buy a really nice digital SLR camera and to start doing some work on the side, so i can at least bring some money in for us. i just don't know how successful i would be at it. i need to be more confident in myself and my work, but it's really hard for me to be.
hope you all have a beautiful and blessed day. <3