Aug 05, 2007 23:59
I woke up on Form’s couch after a rough night of sleeping. R was already awake, and so was Form. Form and I made bacon and eggs for breakfast. He made the eggs, and I cooked the bacon. We made quite a team, and made a very delicious breakfast for us all. After we all ate, I stayed at the house for a few more hours. R asked me to join her for a smoke outside. I did so, and she said to me "So are you going to get Robbi a gift?" I was so taken by this, that I didnt know what to say. I lied and said "Yeah, yeah". How dare she! Who did she think she was! I was tempted to say "Are you gonna EVER pay me back OR get me a gift?!" That really pissed me off!
Two hours later, I headed on my way to visit ailing James in the Hospital. Glenda was on her way as well, and was meeting me up there. I got to the hospital and managed to find parking, despite there being some sort of picnic going on. James called and demanded I bring him Starbucks and told me exactly what he wanted. After getting him Starbucks, I managed to find his room. There he was, naked, covered, and strapped down to the bed. With him, sat Victoria, his sit in nurse. Even though he was hospitalized, he was still is same self. He was calling demanding hot cookies and trying to get Victoria to get a key to get him out of his chains. They had him. Then he told me how he fired his doctor because he didn’t like him. They thought he was crazy because he had overdosed and it looked like he was trying to kill himself. On top of that, I guess he tried to escape because he was scared. Tina got there, and really didn’t know what to do. James kept trying to get his chains off so he could use the bathroom and shower, but the people would not come to unlock him. Glenda arrived, and James demanded hospital gifts from her. That pissed her off. The longer we sat there the more irritated with his behavior we became. Glenda went with Tina to get James some clothes. I stayed behind while James had the cable guy try to get an internet connection. When they could got get the internet on one TV, they managed to get it on the other, and move James to the other bed. Glenda and Tina got back and I started texting Glenda telling her it was time to go. Finally the doctor came in and told her they found him a bed at this Psyc hospital in Ferndale. James told the doctor he did not want that bed, and wanted a different bed in another hospital. The doctor told him that he cant refuse a bed once one opened up. James went in circles with her trying to get her to do an evaluation on him so he could be free from the chains. She was getting tired of his words, and Glenda and I were tired period. Finally we agreed it was time to leave, and we left.
Later that night, I was sitting at home when I got a call. I looked at my phone and it said Slut Fucker was calling me!! I pick it up and he asked me what I was doing. I told him nothing. He asked me if I wanted to hang out. I wanted to say no, but part of me was bored, and I knew that if Form were in this situation, he would say yes. So I said ok. He told me he would meet me at our old meeting place, CVS. The last thing he said to me pissed me off greatly.. “Oh, you know this is just as friends, right?, I don’t want you back” I couldn’t believe he said that! Despite that I was pissed, I simply said “YEAH, I know” and hung up and hurried to shower, and make myself look HOT. When I got out of the shower, I had missed 6 calls from him, and had two voicemails. I called him back, but his phone was off. Finally I get a call from his house number. He starts screaming into the phone. I told him “DO NOT YELL AT ME” “You LOST that right a LONG time ago”. I was even more pissed at this point! He told me how his brother just took his car and how his phone was dying and his charger was at his boyfriends house and how his boyfriend would not let him come over because he was sick. He proceeded to tell me how he was mad at all his friends and mad at the pool and that this was his last year at the pool. He told me “my boyfriend is the only good thing I have going for me right now, I like live with my boyfriend, but he wont let me come over tonight” I was secretly hoping his boyfriend was cheating, and told him he should bike to his boyfriends house to get his charger if that’s where he knew it was. But hearing things were going good with his boyfriend only hurt me more. He then said we should try and see a movie. We picked the movie and he picked the theatre closest to him, Star Fairlane. The problem was, his brother took his car, and it was already getting late. He told me by the time I would get there, it would be too late, and I would not be able to get down Michigan Ave if I tried because of Homecoming Festival. It suddenly came flashing back to me. Homecoming festival. That’s where I was one year ago tonight, there, in Dearborn with him. Form, Geoff, and TylAR were also with us that night. I remembered how much fun we had and how much he use to care about me. It saddened me. He told me he was tired and that he was mad at the world and didn’t want to talk to anyone. I reminded him he was talking to me. He said “oh you are ok”. So I guess when the rest of the world is gone, he runs to me. Then he told me “Oh, well we tried to hang out, maybe next weekend will work better”. I let him go to sleep and hung up with him. I was upset, and when Geoff called me, agreed to go to his work and get some of his stuff. At about 12:30, it began to pour very hard, and not even Rehinna’s umbrella could fight off this storm. Even in the pouring rain, I managed to drive to Geoff’s work, and get some of the stuff from his car and put it in my car. I then went to Meijer and got gas and a CD…I finally made it home and went to bed…..