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i need to post these lyrics cuz i think theyre really good and can relate to people..people meaning me.
The First Day of fall is the last day I'll kiss the sky
The cold air surprises my bones have been spoiled by the summer's heat
The sun hides its face, and I'll hide mine too
Sooner or later this winter will rain down and leave me to wait for one year.
I'll be there, I'll be there
Next year this time, I'll be there.
I'll dream of the past, and wish that I was there
I am burning the letters of days gone by
I'm sorry, but I'm scared that my heart will regret all the things that I've done
Breathe in all of the ashes of my mistakes.
Gently collapse, so no one will notice you're falling too short of your breath.
I've wasted more time dreaming than living.
I've wasted more time dreaming.
I'll be there, I'll be there
So cherish these days, enjoy every breath like it will be the last of your life.
Never look back, and never look back because you won't forget why you cried
yeah. anyways. today i stayed home sick, its weird how the only 2 days ive been sick the whole year have been in like a week and not even half span but what am i supposed to do. i wernt to the doctor but they did crap like usual. im supposed to go to a chorus rehearsal thing tonite but i really dont understand how im gonna do that when every time i stand up i feel like im gonna fall back down. i have a doctors note whicih im gonna bring tomorrow so hopefully ill get outta it without getting an F. W/e i really could care less right now. today was a really bad day to miss cuz there was lot of important stuff going on in my classes but i guess ill catch up tomorrow..?
hmm nething interesting happen since the last time i updated? no not at all. well at least not anything good. or even okay. in fact i cant think of one good thing that has happened this past month or two, kinda sad. all i remember is this weekend i went to the mall with melissa danielle and yvonne and that was fun minus still feeling dizzy. i got everyones present (everyone meaning like 5 people) and im glad that im done with that because sometimes i think xmas shopping just adds on more stress. thank god it was fairly easy this year since well half the people were standing right next to me when i "picked out" their stuff. its clear that were not very good in the surprise department. ok i guess i should go now. and pretend to be doing something productive until everyone leaves for my sis' concert..then i can really get some work done.
i must say life has been funny lately.
in that ironic horribly depressing sort of way.