whatever
not really in the mood to update, not really in the mood to do anything right now.
this is possibly the worst feeling in the world, its like depression i guess? idk not even that. This overbearing wave of loneliness came over me which brought about other things and i just feel like all i can do is sit here and..nevermind. you all dont care what i feel like right now and y should u? i wouldnt expect you to
the only good part about today was hanging out with nicola. it was fun gettin attacked by bugs/leaves and seeing the snippppp version of her dad Just sitting there talking was also nice. i really need to do that more often
dont wanna get into the terrible dinner w/ my fam. they basically made me extremely close to tears in the middle of a freakin restaurant. whatever.
i guess ill try to sleep now, this might take awhile bye
no matter how hard u try u can never make anyone happy.
this is possibly the worst feeling in the world, its like depression i guess? idk not even that. This overbearing wave of loneliness came over me which brought about other things and i just feel like all i can do is sit here and..nevermind. you all dont care what i feel like right now and y should u? i wouldnt expect you to
the only good part about today was hanging out with nicola. it was fun gettin attacked by bugs/leaves and seeing the snippppp version of her dad Just sitting there talking was also nice. i really need to do that more often
dont wanna get into the terrible dinner w/ my fam. they basically made me extremely close to tears in the middle of a freakin restaurant. whatever.
i guess ill try to sleep now, this might take awhile bye
no matter how hard u try u can never make anyone happy.