May 04, 2004 14:56
why is time seeming to go so slow today? with everythinggg not even just in school. i feel like ive been home for hours even tho ive only been home for not even an hour yet..wow ive been havin so much trouble concentrating lately. i feel like my mind is ALL OVER the place and i cant control it. im gettin scared that im like bipolar or something lol not only just bc i feel that way but bc of something else..which im not gonna say in here. bc every1 will think im a complete psycho. which i may be lol jk i should quit while im ahead
hm i was just gonna write something but i forget what. it was some sort of quote..or maybe it wasnt. im not quite sure. thats how easily i forget things lately.
i went to danielles class today. the sub was an idiot and took down my name? hah wouldnt that be so funny if i got in trouble for "cutting" lunch? that would be some sort of record i think.
y is it that i cant learn to give up? ugh it annoys me so much. i have such high hopes all the time for EVERYTHING and i never think that something is impossible. even if i say that i give up and all hope is lost i really dont mean it. its not in my nature and its becoming quite the problem. i cant move on.