Girl, you make my speakers go boom-boom.
Honestly, this week has been all over the place so far.
Im glad to be done with work for the week but now I get 4 days off and my mind just keeps running through stuff. Why can't i get stuff of my mind, livejournal? I pose this question not to appear insightful or deep but out of general confusion. I have plenty of friends but I never want to talk with them about problems I have been having. To me, it feels like I am dumping my problems on them, when they may have important stuff of their own to deal with. I just don't have that person I can talk with whenever I am feeling sad, down, happy, confused, ashamed...etc. So it just rattles around in my head like dice in a Yahtzee cup.
Why can't I just talk to her about how I feel? I already know we like each other and we have great chemistry together but there are a couple major problems. And being this is something completely amazing, I can understand why there are problems. She is taken and so am I. We work together and that has its own positives and negatives. Im just getting drawn to her more and more every day we work together or text each other when we arent together at work. She isn't happy with her relationship and mine certainly has been strained as of late. Its almost perfect...almost.
I am probably just too emotional and need to check that at the door. Detach for once and just treat is as it should be, a great friendship with an amazing girl. Haha not likely, Thats just not how my mind works.
--Nick--
Im glad to be done with work for the week but now I get 4 days off and my mind just keeps running through stuff. Why can't i get stuff of my mind, livejournal? I pose this question not to appear insightful or deep but out of general confusion. I have plenty of friends but I never want to talk with them about problems I have been having. To me, it feels like I am dumping my problems on them, when they may have important stuff of their own to deal with. I just don't have that person I can talk with whenever I am feeling sad, down, happy, confused, ashamed...etc. So it just rattles around in my head like dice in a Yahtzee cup.
Why can't I just talk to her about how I feel? I already know we like each other and we have great chemistry together but there are a couple major problems. And being this is something completely amazing, I can understand why there are problems. She is taken and so am I. We work together and that has its own positives and negatives. Im just getting drawn to her more and more every day we work together or text each other when we arent together at work. She isn't happy with her relationship and mine certainly has been strained as of late. Its almost perfect...almost.
I am probably just too emotional and need to check that at the door. Detach for once and just treat is as it should be, a great friendship with an amazing girl. Haha not likely, Thats just not how my mind works.
--Nick--