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More things should be free and reusable.
Blue-eyed kittens are quite adorable, and I may have one in a couple of days.
I haven't been able to escape this exhausting feeling of lonliness for the past 6 or so months, I am trying to convert it to a feeling of self-actualization.
Dreams knock on my window, and force my eyelids shut. I am old, I am lonely, my eggs are vegan and found in cardboard cartons, when cracked they are hard-boiled. Small. Underfed.
My grandmother tells me stories about sexual desire, and her own polyamory, later another night I am seated around a table with my parents friends in indepth erotic discussion about their sex lives.
I am falling asleep again.
Finished scheduling for the last two semesters of school.
I stopped thinking again. Trying not to think. Thinking is destroying the only grips on reality I ever truly possessed.
But I need to get my mind back.
This place is suddenly a little more scary then I remembered it to be.
Blue-eyed kittens are quite adorable, and I may have one in a couple of days.
I haven't been able to escape this exhausting feeling of lonliness for the past 6 or so months, I am trying to convert it to a feeling of self-actualization.
Dreams knock on my window, and force my eyelids shut. I am old, I am lonely, my eggs are vegan and found in cardboard cartons, when cracked they are hard-boiled. Small. Underfed.
My grandmother tells me stories about sexual desire, and her own polyamory, later another night I am seated around a table with my parents friends in indepth erotic discussion about their sex lives.
I am falling asleep again.
Finished scheduling for the last two semesters of school.
I stopped thinking again. Trying not to think. Thinking is destroying the only grips on reality I ever truly possessed.
But I need to get my mind back.
This place is suddenly a little more scary then I remembered it to be.