If time heals all wounds, then why am i still bleeding?
Luckily i was able to sleep most of the day away. I can't believe it's been 3 years without the love of my life. I don't really know what to write, so i'll just edit last year's post...
"Yesterday marked the 3rd anniversary of micah's death. We always thought we would be together forever. We made so many silly plans for our future together. He even gave me a promise ring that i still wear today. There was nothing i was more sure of than my future with micah. After being together for 5 years, it was hard to imagine anything could break us. But when you're that young, you're completely naive and that's what we were. Micah was the one person i could always count on to be on my side, no matter what. 3 years have passed and it's just starting to hit me, micah isn't coming back. When i take the train into penn station, sometimes i sit at our spot and remember what it was like to see him walking toward me with that look in his eyes. Sometimes i think i see him walking over to me but then i blink and he's gone. But even though he is gone, i know he is still with me. He will always live in my heart and it won't be long til i'm with him again forever. Until then, i just have to live like he would have wanted me to.
It's really scary how one incident can change your life forever. It's even more scary to think about how much your life can really change."
*te amo mi amor*
3 years closer to being with my love for eternity
R.I.P. Micah S. Lopez III ♥
5/14/85 - 9/11/01
my angel without wings
"Yesterday marked the 3rd anniversary of micah's death. We always thought we would be together forever. We made so many silly plans for our future together. He even gave me a promise ring that i still wear today. There was nothing i was more sure of than my future with micah. After being together for 5 years, it was hard to imagine anything could break us. But when you're that young, you're completely naive and that's what we were. Micah was the one person i could always count on to be on my side, no matter what. 3 years have passed and it's just starting to hit me, micah isn't coming back. When i take the train into penn station, sometimes i sit at our spot and remember what it was like to see him walking toward me with that look in his eyes. Sometimes i think i see him walking over to me but then i blink and he's gone. But even though he is gone, i know he is still with me. He will always live in my heart and it won't be long til i'm with him again forever. Until then, i just have to live like he would have wanted me to.
It's really scary how one incident can change your life forever. It's even more scary to think about how much your life can really change."
*te amo mi amor*
3 years closer to being with my love for eternity
R.I.P. Micah S. Lopez III ♥
5/14/85 - 9/11/01
my angel without wings