Feb 25, 2005 10:08
Thursday night was the best episode of the O.C. ever!!! and we had a party to watch it. Mike, Angelo, Julia, Ali, Nick, Jacob, and I all watched it. And it was good. Summer and Seth got back together so now my life is complete. lol just kidding.
Anyway, so after the O.C. Mike and Nick leave because they are always antisocial like that, and Ali went to do her project with Julia. So it was just Jacob, me, and Angelo. But then I call Kevin cuz he's supposed to come over and he's at Spencer's walking Kero. So I told them I'd be right back and I walked over there to meet them. We chilled with Spence for a few and then we went back to Angelo's and we all got nice and drunk. And then Kevin and I chilled outside with Tony for a few. But then Jacob was walking home so I said I would walk with him because it was better than driving home with Kevin drunk and plus, it's Jacob. And we all know how that goes. lol.
And the walk home was...fast. lol Someone likes to run and get lost when they are drunk. And that someone isn't me. I think for the first time in a long time I didn't talk too much. Jacob definitely has not changed at all, but I realized that he is a lot more like me than I thought. His conversation with me ranged from every possible topic, and I know so many phrases that he said are ones I always say. It was funny though because it was definitely just like it used to be. Which was nice. Hopefully he will start coming back on Thursdays. Hey, it's a start...
Anyway, but then last night was so horrible. I can't be around Kevin when he's drinking anymore because he goes ballistic. I spent all day with Kevin and we were cool. Then we went to Sheesha Nights with Spencer and Sharon. We were still cool. Then Kevin and Spencer and I went back to the Chi Phi house and they are having some thing this week so there was some brothers from other chapters there. And Spencer's girlfriend came, too. But Kevin was just being so mean to me and talking all this shit and I know it's because he is depressed so everything that is said he always takes personal (even though he dishes out shit like there's no tomorrow...), but he was like screaming at me. It honestly got so bad that I called Spencer to walk to the back of the house and talk to me because I was upset. Which is also when I met Alyssa for the first time. Nice time to meet a girlfriend of a good friend, when your eyes are fucking bloodshot as hell. Whatev. Spencer doesn't care. I mean the night ended up okay, because I met the other brothers of Chi Phi for like the first time really. But I can't decide if I trust them or not. And now lol Spencer thinks I hooked up with Joe because I fell asleep in his bed but I didn't. I can't tell if he's just fucking with me or not though. All I know is I am willing to give the other Chi Phi's a chance but I am not expecting much. And I am willing to hear Kevin out but I am not expecting much there either...