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Wow so looking back...On January 12th I said that my friends were so supportive. And they are. To a point.
But I still lied. Because apparently certain people do not want me "dating" certain other people because they apparently think I'm a slut. Hah. Considering Angelo is the main one who is saying this, I have all rights to laugh and not listen. But still, how can these people be my best friends when they think I'll have sex with anyone/anything? Which I won't. And I proved that time and time again. Damn, for one, I sort of have a boyfriend. But whatever. I know that I wouldn't hurt them, but I think even Ali thinks I'm going to hurt/cheat on her. I don't know. I wouldn't, but that's not really something I can prove except for just not doing it haha.
Ugh. Blue was weird. Only because I didn't have a "set" group like most girls. I don't care just walking around and mingling with ppl I know, but it was dark (and music- and bathroom-less--how suck is that?) and I was pretty inebriated (I just really like that word teehee). So I ended up fucking going home with Jacob and Brian. Which, ugh. Jacob was not the most fun person to be around- especially when I'm drunk and he's not. He gets this "holier-than-thou" attitude which makes me ashamed of myself. Especially if I mention pot, which, we all know, is so much worse than getting so drunk you don't remember how you got home. ::sarcasm:: But still, he drove my car home safely and I thank him for that.
It's so nice to finally have a computer in my own damn room. And my pictures/music back- yay!!!
But I still lied. Because apparently certain people do not want me "dating" certain other people because they apparently think I'm a slut. Hah. Considering Angelo is the main one who is saying this, I have all rights to laugh and not listen. But still, how can these people be my best friends when they think I'll have sex with anyone/anything? Which I won't. And I proved that time and time again. Damn, for one, I sort of have a boyfriend. But whatever. I know that I wouldn't hurt them, but I think even Ali thinks I'm going to hurt/cheat on her. I don't know. I wouldn't, but that's not really something I can prove except for just not doing it haha.
Ugh. Blue was weird. Only because I didn't have a "set" group like most girls. I don't care just walking around and mingling with ppl I know, but it was dark (and music- and bathroom-less--how suck is that?) and I was pretty inebriated (I just really like that word teehee). So I ended up fucking going home with Jacob and Brian. Which, ugh. Jacob was not the most fun person to be around- especially when I'm drunk and he's not. He gets this "holier-than-thou" attitude which makes me ashamed of myself. Especially if I mention pot, which, we all know, is so much worse than getting so drunk you don't remember how you got home. ::sarcasm:: But still, he drove my car home safely and I thank him for that.
It's so nice to finally have a computer in my own damn room. And my pictures/music back- yay!!!