So I stayed up until 3 am writing my rough draft for my Gender and Violence class, and then I overslept. My life sux. I haven't been to any class in like a month. Two of them I don't really have to, but still...I am going to start going. I need to. If I don't go to class, will somebody please slap me??
....My paper is on Domestic Violence, and why women stay in abusive relationships. Now, I'm a pretty openminded person, and I completely understand how hard it can be to leave someone, even if they are abusing you. I could never put up with physical abuse, but I empathize with the emotional abuse. I feel like the problem is the low self-esteem, that's why they stay. But still..."The day he kicked me out after forcing me to have intercourse with him, I went back to get my clothes and stuff. On the way out, I did his laundry and folded it." That is a little beyond my understanding. Also, "I found myself wishing he would hit me really hard, bruise my face up good, so that I would have a reason to leave him." WTF?! If you want to leave him, then that's a good enough reason sheesh. I already have 10 pages (the required length) and I only have two out of the 10 sources that is required. So, yay?
It's warm today. Perhaps I will dress in a cute skirt, seeing as how there are not many days left to do that. And, of course, there is the added advantage of catching Jacob's eye. *twinkle* Haha. I laugh, but that's actually a serious advantage. We're in that comfort zone right now. Which is awesome, it's great, it's all well and good, and I really don't want to be anywhere else...
...but, sometimes you have to spice it up. Otherwise the comfort zone will get to the point where you don't look at each other and think of their sexiness at all anymore. And that is suck. You need some kind of balance, it can't all be one way. Plus, a side effect of that is then you don't feel seXXXy anymore.
And by you, I mean me.
*sigh* I felt so pretty in this picture...
...That's why it's the skirt and makeup today. I can't wait til IOA. I think that outfit is going to make a reappearance. *haha* And, yay, I get to wear my bathing suit and not have to wear a shirt over it. That's exciting, because the shirt defeats the purpose of wearing the thing in the first place.
Has anyone seen two red rubber bands???
Jacob has lost his rubber bands. They are nowhere to be found. *sniff* Any information leading to the whereabouts of these fugitives, please call 1-800-LOLOMGBBQ!!!1!!1! There will be a great reward in knowing that you helped a poor boy from freaking out.