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With that " fuck you" I was walking out of your life. I wasn't asking you to tell me what you thought of me. I dont care. I just wanted you to pick me up off the floor like a friend should do. But you told me you didnt feel like it today. Since when is being a friend when you feel like it being a friend? Im sorry but when you told me to walk out that door because you couldnt have drama at your work I wanted to tell you to pack your shit and move in with Amanda so you could feel like shit again. Because thats how your making me feel. To have someone dismiss like you did. CRUSHED me. I've spent so much money and time and energy into you. Your and arrgont asshole who thinks that what you say is right and everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie and that I want something so much more then I do. I know you dont have anything and that you dont have anything to give. BUT IM FUCKING HUMAN. I need care and love and friendship. But I was wrong. Right? I'm always wrong.
P.s. I'm sorry for helping you when you were down. And I just wanted you to be a friend to me. Im SORRY.
And with that she walked out the door with her heart, forever, because forever meant she wouldnt feel the same pain she felt with him. And only him.
P.s. I'm sorry for helping you when you were down. And I just wanted you to be a friend to me. Im SORRY.
And with that she walked out the door with her heart, forever, because forever meant she wouldnt feel the same pain she felt with him. And only him.