Cancer for the cure...

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So we'll start this off with some analysis of a personality complex that I discovered in myself tonight. When I see a girl with another guy, and when I understand that she's a great girl, I usually want only the best for that girl. People don't deserve to be treated like shit for the most part, unless they particularly enjoy treating others like shit. With that in mind, when I see that this particular girl isn't getting what she deserves, even though I don't necessary "like" her, I want so bad to be what she deserves. Everything that's missing for her, everything she wants, and that's what I would love to provide her with. I don't understand it, I won't pretend that I do anymore than I've already discussed, but I'm beginning to hate it. I shouldn't make it my problem to worry about these things, especially since I've got way too much on my plate to begin with.

"Got a sky that looks like heaven..."

Tonight was absolutely gorgeous. I need to find myself more time to just sit and admire the night sky, especially when it doesn't show itself too much during the winter.

I need to swallow my pride, and start talking.