Oct 05, 2005 23:19
Key in the ignition
I make myself turn it
Go north, that sounds good
Sometimes the lack of a destination,
can lead us to exactly what we’re looking for
With the windows rolled down,
I do my best not to shiver
One hour…
Two hours…
I want to stop thinking
I know you’re bitter
I know I’m shit
I am tired of this, and that’s why I left
Fuck angst.
This looks like a nice place to stop
The sky couldn’t be any more opposite to my feelings
Without the pollution of city lights,
I can almost be proud of something again.
The click of the lighter shatters the silence
Again, that sharp, familiar, unpleasant burn
in the back of my throat
reminds me of this chemical affliction
So, where do I dispose of this blame?
Nowhere it doesn’t belong
For a second I’m lost in the stars,
and for that one spectacular instant,
you didn’t cross my mind
Two familiar words tear through my head
Fuck angst.
And I wish I meant it.