Oct 17, 2004 12:02
"Who are you to think that you can challenge my beliefs? I have more integrity than you can ever dream. This is not a trend, this is my fucking life. I keep my mind and body clean and never felt more alive."-4130
jesse was really pissed at me last night...i stayed out too late. :-(
but all is well now.
i feel sad right now. i don't really know why, i felt kinda bummed last night cuz my grandma invited me to her halloween party. i should visit her more often. i don't say hi to her enough.
i need to stop sleeping in so much.
i don't know what is happening right now, i have so much stuff to do, but i just don't have the motivation to do it...
i'm losing touch with myself. i'm not the allison i used to be. in some ways, that's good. in others...i dunno...i guess growing up will do that to you.
i guess i'm just sad. i'll get over it.
:x