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[brn_id_girl]

i had another...attack last night.
it scared jesse a lot.
i'm sorry to all of you who i spoke to last night. i should've taken my meds. i apologize.
*sigh* i hate being sick.
smoking prolly isn't helping.
god the weather outside is beautiful. i wish it could be sunny everyday. i'm sick of rain.
i tried to contact my family last night...no luck. i miss them. i wish they would talk to me. being disowned sucks.
i'm so glad i have my friends. i cherish them more than anything in this world. thank you guys for understanding.
i am the luckiest person on earth.