There are so many people... in my real life, as well as ONLINE... whom I have previously counted as "friends". But...
So many of them have not withstood the test of time and "situation"... So that, so many of them leave me feeling sad and unfulfilled... like, what are friends for, if not to be there in times of sadness and disappointment.
I post my *heart* in so many of my posts, and juding from the reponses I get, It's like noboody is reading. If nobody is reading, then why do I have all of these people on my friends list??? Can anybody tell me that???
Oh well... Life hasn't shown me that my feelings about it make any difference anyway.
And...
I know there are a few on my "friends" list whose true friendship I truly question. So...
To YOU, I have one question... Do you really give a fuck about me? Let me konw. Cause I have people on my list whom I really care about, and if you don't give a fuck about me, then I need to know, so I can delete your asses.
I wouldn't think of deleting you, sweetie... even *if* I was serious about that comment.
Actually, as I've already indicated in my "Disclaimer" post, I was amazed to find that I had written this thread to start with... I honestly don't remember feeling any of this, let alone writing it. I must have been out of it last night when I wrote that. LOL
I'm honestly happy to be back on LJ, now that I've loved and lost (left) and have gotten that out of my system for a while. I look forward to reconnecting with the friends I care about here... including you. :)
Write me, or call me. Ok? If you need the email address or the phone # again, let me know.
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So many of them have not withstood the test of time and "situation"... So that, so many of them leave me feeling sad and unfulfilled... like, what are friends for, if not to be there in times of sadness and disappointment.
I post my *heart* in so many of my posts, and juding from the reponses I get, It's like noboody is reading. If nobody is reading, then why do I have all of these people on my friends list??? Can anybody tell me that???
Oh well... Life hasn't shown me that my feelings about it make any difference anyway.
And...
I know there are a few on my "friends" list whose true friendship I truly question. So...
To YOU, I have one question... Do you really give a fuck about me? Let me konw. Cause I have people on my list whom I really care about, and if you don't give a fuck about me, then I need to know, so I can delete your asses.
Sonny
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I wouldn't think of deleting you, sweetie... even *if* I was serious about that comment.
Actually, as I've already indicated in my "Disclaimer" post, I was amazed to find that I had written this thread to start with... I honestly don't remember feeling any of this, let alone writing it. I must have been out of it last night when I wrote that. LOL
I'm honestly happy to be back on LJ, now that I've loved and lost (left) and have gotten that out of my system for a while. I look forward to reconnecting with the friends I care about here... including you. :)
Write me, or call me. Ok? If you need the email address or the phone # again, let me know.
Sonny
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