enough to make your heart stop beating
Its about what 10:50 i cant even remotely think staright
I hate thinking about anything
I hate having feelings
I hate liking someone so much i cant even pay attention to whats going on around me.
I kinda miss him
so much has happened.
i wish i listened to Vegan Ryan more. lol
the other night i was followed by some black screaming all the way to the car.
he kept screaming how pretty i was. and kept trying to touch me. yeah.
i wanted to cry
thank god for chris from my hero is me.
my ear is all bloody from the show in burlington
by the way. what the heck happened to this place? its ridiculous i cant wait to move away
my choices are
Charlotte and New York
i did whack up this morning to kourtney and ashley sleeping in my room. then kort let and me and ashley jumped on my bed listening to old music like spitalfield and wheatus. and then went swimming and talked about life.
i wish i knew what was going on.
i saw novena on thursday. yeah it was good.
then fear before/curl up and die/kiss for jersey on friday
then failing beauty/the demonstraion/the sensory/granny grunt/ and red with vengence on saturday
i was going to something at aces tonight but i was like ehh
now tuesday is BTBAM so im thinking about going to that.
who am i kidding.
im a mess ughh