Sep 20, 2004 04:08
Holy shit its been a while, well lets see,
Moved in, and lost my internet for about 2 and a half weeks, can you imagine no my-space or live-journal for 2 and a half weeks, I'm suprised I made it this long. But nothing really great has happened, oh I got my license and I have been driving everywhere and anywhere since. Hung out with Zack and its sad and worry-some to say, but I think I'm falling for him :/ I'm not supposed to, I have been hurt so many times and it's strange how one person can make you so happy, how one person can complete your day just by saying goodnight to you. I don't know, maybe it'll last forever, oh wait thats right I'm 17 and a teenager, everthing goes wrong during your "teen" years. lets jam
Eric: your my best friend and you diving out a window rocked my socks
Chris: please don't give my sister anymore hickeys, and let me sleep in my bed!
Jason: never kick me and Jenna out again! it's sister action how could you! but I'll forgive you this time
Brooke: congrats on your job! I miss talking to you.
Wig: don't be mad get glad! everything happens for a reason
Raigh: friends come and go, but I'm sorry you had to experience everything you have.
Zack: don't break my heart
But Zack went to Boomer's for his 18th birthday and I'm super weird but I wanted to know all about it. But I went to his house for his birthday and met his family, so it was nerve wracking and scary, but all in all a fun filled evening. We went to see without a paddle and it was so funny, this black chick was giving a complete stranger a lap dance during the moving, me and Zack were cracking up! It was so funny. And I got kissed and got butterflies and it was the best. But of course the "what the hell are we" conversation hasn't come up yet, so I'm expecting that one any day now. But there are soo many shows coming up, its gonna burn a hole in my wallet, Taking Back Sunday, Yellowcard, Avril, Story of the Year, and all these great bands that I love are playing, so I cant wait! But I got to see Valentine, Jasons new van to go on tour with, and it's amazing, I could live in that van, I love the condoms in the cup holders, I mean you never know haha. But yea Chris has been over here everyday for the past 2 weeks and Im going insane haha! I've been sleeping on the couch a lot so Jenna totally owes me! I'm just trying to be as happy as I can make myself. I'm a good person at heart with bad qualities in mind thats all. But I know who I love and can't be with, thats already done and in the past, we've already talked about this and it just wouldn't work. So he's moved on and so am I. I think I've found someone who will make me happier then "he" ever could, makes my heart jump at his sight and my body tingle with his touch, I can't wait to see him again, you should be envious. the end. But I'm taking Eric out to eat tomorrow for no reason and it'll be good times, yea I said it good times. But hopefully it wont be another 2 weeks before I update, so keep a lookout!
<333333 Listen to Dashboards new CD, #4 is mine and Zacks song! ha!