The Perfect Outfit to say Goodbye In
I'VE FUCKING GOT GAME!!!!
AHH YES I LOVE IT!!!
I LOVE LIFE AND I LOVE MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!!
I'm tired of waiting around for people to notice me.
I made myself noticeable and there was no drinking, stripping or provocative clothes wearing of any kind!
But he's seriously great and that smile!
Ahhh I could look at it for days! mmmmm
I' such a dork around him and I think he gets me a little bit.
But it's still to early to tell.
I danced today, in the streets, for a damn good reason.
But I danced to no music except for whatever was playing in my head, probably Routine Summer, that song has been stuck in my head for days.
But I danced and people stared and laughed, but I had fun.
I'm a happier person.
I also had a good...wait scratch that...GREAT cry the other night, no real reason to cry but I did. The tears just same and started pouring, like those cries where you cant breathe. I'm not sure if it was a sad cry, or a happy cry it just came and left. But it was what I needed. And I'm glad it happened.
But I want a relationship, I want to cuddle and hold hands and yes......kiss in the rain. That still hasnt happened, but I'm waiting on it. I want to be nervous and have butterflies, I want to have sunrise talks and have little romantic things waiting for me.....and I want to fall in love. hmmm I want it all. Is that so much to ask? But I'm rushing everything, I have to take things slow and not expect to much, I mean were "just friends"....so far.
But I was eating this piece of bazooka joe bubble gum and reading the comic, and the comics have little fortunes on them, so I was reading it and it said "one day everyone will know your name". So I was excited, but this girl at work asked me what I saw myself as in 10 years and I said a model, I want to be famous, I want to model, act, sing, I want to be famous. thats all. I just expect to much. But I'm happy, so it's a start!
AHH YES I LOVE IT!!!
I LOVE LIFE AND I LOVE MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!!
I'm tired of waiting around for people to notice me.
I made myself noticeable and there was no drinking, stripping or provocative clothes wearing of any kind!
But he's seriously great and that smile!
Ahhh I could look at it for days! mmmmm
I' such a dork around him and I think he gets me a little bit.
But it's still to early to tell.
I danced today, in the streets, for a damn good reason.
But I danced to no music except for whatever was playing in my head, probably Routine Summer, that song has been stuck in my head for days.
But I danced and people stared and laughed, but I had fun.
I'm a happier person.
I also had a good...wait scratch that...GREAT cry the other night, no real reason to cry but I did. The tears just same and started pouring, like those cries where you cant breathe. I'm not sure if it was a sad cry, or a happy cry it just came and left. But it was what I needed. And I'm glad it happened.
But I want a relationship, I want to cuddle and hold hands and yes......kiss in the rain. That still hasnt happened, but I'm waiting on it. I want to be nervous and have butterflies, I want to have sunrise talks and have little romantic things waiting for me.....and I want to fall in love. hmmm I want it all. Is that so much to ask? But I'm rushing everything, I have to take things slow and not expect to much, I mean were "just friends"....so far.
But I was eating this piece of bazooka joe bubble gum and reading the comic, and the comics have little fortunes on them, so I was reading it and it said "one day everyone will know your name". So I was excited, but this girl at work asked me what I saw myself as in 10 years and I said a model, I want to be famous, I want to model, act, sing, I want to be famous. thats all. I just expect to much. But I'm happy, so it's a start!