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so i've come to the realization [once again] that i am still completely in love with 'him'. i don't even think he knows how often i think about him. or how much i cry because i know that there will never be an 'us' again. since we broke up i have had nothing but bad boyfriends. ones who cheat on me or play me or are just plain bad boyfriends. i'm sick of it. i've had enough. i wish things were perfect again. when i knew i could go to him and feel more love than i've ever felt in my life. now it's gone. i'm scared to death of never finding [another] perfect guy for me.
GMA
GMA